23 December 2013

Favourite Christmas Books...


...and why they're loved!  Last week I ran an offer on the Woman Alive Facebook Group.  For the chance to 'win' one of three books, two of which were the Revell titles A Simple Christmas Wish and The Unfinished Gift, I asked members of the group to tell me which were their favourite Christmas stories, and why.  I have always been a bit of a fan of Christmas stories, so I was interested to know whether other readers are, too. 

The responses resulted in quite a list of favourites for Christmas! Some very familiar, others less so.  Here are the books mentioned:

The Advent Calendar by Steven Croft - this one was mentioned twice!  The first nominee is still reading it, enjoying it very much, intrigued and touched and asking questions, the second nominee enjoyed it so much she passed it on to a friend.

Bah, Humbug! by Heather Horrocks - loved for 'happy endings'!

A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens - great and memorable characters, tension, love, a moral, the wonderful happy ending and great catchphrases like 'God bless us everyone'

A Christmas Collection by Patricia St John - the stories are very moving, even though they are dated, the nominee can read them again and again as it is still the same 'Lord Jesus'

The Christmas Mouse by Stephanie Jeffs (I think this is the right one!) - it tells the story from the perspective of a little mouse who gets transported into the stable.  The nominee of this one says "Both my daughter and son sit transfixed while we read it, and it comes out year after year."

City of Bells by Elizabeth Goudge - wounded ex-soldier Jocelyn is in the cathedral for the Christmas service with his grandparents and cousins, and is struck that 'if these... whom he held to be his superiors, were believers, then their belief was  more likely to be true than his own unbelief."

A Cup of Christmas Tea - makes the reader teary every time she reads it! 

The Fourth King: The Story of the Other Wise Man by Ted Sieger - oozes love and mercy and kindness...

Heading Home by Naomi Reed - not strictly a Christmas book, but with a title that says it all

The Nutcracker - the nominee of this story used to love it as a child, and was also transfixed by the ballet.  She says "It is wonderful to see how my daughter's imagination has come alive with the story too."

The Secret of the Fourth Candle by Patricia St John - the nominator of this remembers reading the story to her son.  The second author to be mentioned twice.

Twelve Days of Christmas by Trisha Ashley - light, a good escape at a busy time of year, and it makes the reader laugh!

The Unfinished Gift by Dan Walsh - this one touched the reader for very personal reasons which I won't post on-line.  I know you'll understand.

The Bible was also mentioned!

My own favourites include the Anne Perry Christmas novellas, the latest of which is A Christmas Hope

For sheer fun and laugh-aloud enjoyment, one I dig out every year because it is such a gem is The Twelve Days of Christmas, by John Julius Norwich, Illustrated brilliantly Quentin Blake.  It is one of the funniest Christmas books ever.  If you haven't read it, it will change your view of the Christmas carol of the same name!

Finally, the one Christmas book which I've given copies away of because it is so fantastic, is Christmas Jars by Jason Wright.  Simply wonderful Christmas reading!

If you like Christmas stories, there must be something among that little collection to whet your appetite!

Happy Christmas!

01 November 2013

Great Need? Great God!

Corrie Ten Boom's book The Hiding Place is one of the most influential books I've ever read. If you haven't read it, I urge you to do so. It is utterly compelling, and will transform your thoughts on forgiveness.

Yet as well as The Hiding Place Corrie wrote several other books, one of which was a collection of short devotionals for each day of the year.

You know a book is saying something of value when it stands the test of time.  Each New Day was originally published thirty-six years ago.  It has been reprinted more than a dozen times since. 

Corrie wrote of it, "A person is either a missionary or a mission field.  Sometimes I wrote for Christians who know that they are called to be a light of the World.  On other days God gave me a message about what it means to come to him...  I know that the Lord gave me these words.  They are from him who loves you and who spoke through me to you."

Here is the entry for 9 October (the date on which I prepared this post):

There are great lessons to learn concerning faith and the nature of character of faith when you read in the Bible about the disciples.  I am grateful for the record of every mistake they ever made and for every blunder they committed.  I see myself in them.  The Bible speaks the truth and shows and pictures every human frailty.

And he said to them, "Why are you afraid, O men of little faith?"  Then he rose and rebuked the winds and the sea; and there was a great calm.
Matthew 8: 26 RSV

Lord, thank you that you do not ask a great faith, but faith in a great God.

14 October 2013

Encouragement for Your Heart. For When You're 'Just Not Feeling It'

Are you struggling with finding the motivation to chase your dreams? I know that I've been there.  When even the things I love to do, and want to do more of - my own 'God-sized dreams', seem to take more energy, perseverance and ability than I have.  But sometimes it's when we least want to do something that we just have to do it anyway

Holley Gerth looks at this very issue in her latest book.  I usually mention the title here (and I will, further down), but at the top of this post, I'm going to mention the sub-title instead: 40 Days of Encouragement for Your Heart.  Does your heart need a little encouraging today?  If so, read on for some helpful words from Holley.

When You're Just Not Feeling It

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Galations 6:9


She sends me an email.
Or walks up to me at a conference.
Maybe whispers it across the table at lunch.
It starts with something like, "I know I'm called to write or speak or cook or do spreadsheets" - her voice gets lower here - "but what about the days when I'm just not feeling it?"
I nod.  Because I know.  Oh, how I know.

What I don't know is how our culture has convinced us that any other skill is okay to practise, but if it's spiritual or art or both, then you have to feel it every time.

As I'm writing this, the Olympics are still fresh on our minds.  I'm picturing an interviewer asking an athlete, "How often do you practise?" And the reply being, "When I feel like it."
We don't ever hear that from athletes at that level.

As Aristotle said,"We are what we repeatedly do.  Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit."
What do you do when you don't feel it? You do it anyway.

***

There is no such thing as a God-sized dream that doesn't have seasons that are just plain ol' hard, unglamourous work. 
(Emphasis added by the blog poster!)

When we persevere through those times, we honour God, because that is when we're dying to ourselves.  We're saying, "I will obey even when all my flesh wants to do is sit in the corner and eat a cookie."  When you choose to be disciplined in the pursuit of your dream, even when you don't want to, you do a lot to destroy the work of the enemy.  And even though it doesn't feel like it, your faith is probably even stronger than when you have all the warm, fuzzy emotions that we like a lot better.

So keep going, friend.
You're doing better than you know.
You're growing more than you realise.
You're making a difference even if you can't see it.
And someday soon, you will.

Extracted from Day 16's reading in Opening the Door to Your God-Sized Dream.
ISBN: 9780800722807
Price: £8.99
Available through your local Christian bookshop, or any other bricks and mortar or online bookshop.

For more short and thought provoking reading, Holley's blog is well worth spending a little time browsing, as are her books You're Already Amazing, and You're Made for a God-Sized Dream.

16 August 2013

Here Comes Award Number Three!


Fantasy fiction, while having a very long and established track record, is frequently dismissed as not fitting the Christian fiction mould, and it is often difficult to find the audience.  Partly because many Christian readers of fantasy do not look for them or expect to find them in Christian bookshops. 

So here is a reason to take note of this series, and an opportunity to talk about it.  Starflower, book 4 in The Tales of Goldstone Wood series, has just won the Clive Staples Award for Christian Speculative Fiction.  Earlier books in the series won two Christy Awards, including the 2012 Award for Visionary Fiction.  So the series now has a hat-trick of awards.  Not bad going, especially when you consider that Heartless, the first in the series, was the author's debut novel.

* * * * * * *
 
The Black Dogs Are on the Hunt, But Who Is Their Prey?
 
When a cursed dragon-witch kidnaps fairest Lady Gleamdren, the Bard Eanrin sets boldly forth on a rescue mission... and a race against his rival for Gleamdren's favor. Intent upon his quest, the last thing the immortal Faerie needs is to become mixed up with the troubles of an insignificant mortal.

But when he stumbles upon a maiden trapped in an enchanted sleep, he cannot leave her alone in the dangerous Wood Between. One waking kiss later, Eanrin suddenly finds his story entangled with that of young Starflower. A strange link exists between this mortal girl and the dragon-witch. Will Starflower prove the key to Lady Gleamdren's rescue? Or will the dark power from which she flees destroy both her and her rescuer?


"Fans of Tolkien...will be drawn into Stengl's effusive prose and wonderfully scary worlds...a series to stretch your imagination..."
USA Today

"...readers will enjoy this romantic adventure story, which is subtly laced with legends and Christian allegory akin to C. S. Lewis' Narnia series."
Elizabeth Ponder, Booklist (on Veiled Rose, Bk 2 in the series)


Starflower is available now.
Price: £8.99
ISBN: 9780764210266
You can order the book via your local Christian bookshop, or any other bricks and mortar or online bookshop.
For digital readers, this is also available in ebook format.

09 August 2013

Review: Rules of Murder

Julianna Deering set out to write a book influenced by the classic mysteries of the 1920s and 30s, and thought it would be fun in the process to break or bend the 'rules for mystery writers'*.

The result is an entertaining English Whodunit, with a good dash of gentle humour sprinkled through the pages.

Drew Fathering arrives back at his Hampshire manor to discover it full of guests. Including the very unwelcome Mr Lincoln. The guest list at Fathering Place is increased with the arrival of Drew’s step-father’s American niece, who turns out to be far more welcome and catches Drew’s eye, and very quickly his heart. Unfortunately, an early opportunity to spend some time with Madeline is nastily interrupted when they discover a body. Then a second death follows...

This is a very engaging story. Deering keeps the pace up throughout, and her characters are interesting. Complicated enough to keep you wondering whether you’ve really guessed what’s happened (twice I’d got it right, and once I hadn’t), it’s a light and easy read, perfect for whiling away time enjoyably. Drew and Madeline are likeable leads, though there didn’t seem to be much any ‘courting’ between them meeting and being a couple. In less than a day they go from total strangers to being romantically involved which is a bit too sudden for me.
 
As an English reader, I was on the lookout for American outtakes in this novel, and must congratulate the author on their scarcity. Most of her conversation reads true to both the setting and the period, and she correctly uses ‘mum’ and ‘holiday’! Oh, and the book contains one of my favourite Marmite related paragraphs: “The door, appropriately marked MANAGER, was opened by a stubby little boy of perhaps ten. Bespectacled and fussily dressed, he looked annoyed at being disturbed when more than half of his Marmite sandwich was yet to be eaten.” 
 
The oddities are few. The most irritating for me was the use of the phrase ‘to be sure’ by Drew. It just isn’t right, and makes the English Gent sound Irish! Sedan is not an English term for any kind of car. Hired on is not right, nor is quarter after – the English say ‘taken on’, and ‘quarter past’. I have never in all my life heard or read anyone say a ‘trig little frock’. I had to Google that one! Homicide is not used in general conversation in the UK either in the way it is in Rules of Murder – we would say murder. However, these ‘nit-picks’ wouldn’t have stopped me reading this book, and didn’t stop me enjoying it. 
 
Recommended, and I am looking forward to the next one in the series.

 *The 'ten commandments for mystery writers' were outlined by Ronald Arbuthnott Knox (1888-1957), and English priest and theologian, in his 1929 Decalogue.

Review by Anne Rogers, and all views expressed herein are my own.

Rules of Murder is released in the UK in September 13
Price: £8.99
ISBN: 9780764210952
Full book information and a sample chapter is available here..
You can pre-order the book via your local Christian bookshop, or any other bricks and mortar or online bookshop.
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01 August 2013

Books With Bite: For Such a Time (Sneak Peek)

Working in publishing I see a lot of books, and I tend to see them a long time before they are actually published.  Sometimes so far ahead that when the actual, physical (sorry, I'm an old fashioned sort of girl) book lands on my desk I think 'but hasn't that been out for ages already'?  In general, I try not to talk about things too early but every now and then something comes along which I just have to shout about early.

And this week, something has.

The 'something' in question is For Such a Time, a wonderfully engaging and compelling novel from an author with a bookselling background.

It turns out that I am not the only one who is already loving this book.  Here's a review from Debbie Macomber.  Someone with a bit of a wider audience than myself!

"I absolutely loved this book.  For such a Time kept me up at night, flipping the pages and holding my breath wanting to know what would happen next.  Based on the biblical book of Esther, the story takes the reader to a concentration camp inside World War II Czechoslovakia, where a young Jewish woman has captured the attention of the Kommandant and has the opportunity to save her people, much as Esther did in the biblical account.  The story is gripping, compelling, and I dare anyone to close the cover before the last suspenseful page."

There are lots of re-tellings of Bible stories, and some work better than others.  Being an old fashioned kind of reader, I like my novels to just tell a great story which hooks me in.  My favourite books are those you read in so completely engaged a way that when you close the covers you have to pull yourself back to the day to day reality from the world you've been engrossed in with an almost physical effort.

This is one of those books.


ISBN: 9780764211607
Price: £9.99
Publication Date: May 2014 (UK)
You will be able to order this book in the UK via your local Christian bookshop, or any other bricks and mortar or online bookshop.
It will also be available as an ebook.

22 July 2013

Interrupted By God

It's Festival Season!  Soul Survivor and New Wine both begin this weekend, and one of the speakers at both festivals is Robby Dawkins.  

Robby believes that the powerful and life changing things Jesus and his disciples did were not just for Bible times.  In his ministry to hurting people, Robby sees ordinary people touched by God's power, through simple faith in God's Word.  He has seen this time and again, but it wasn't always so.

When God reached out to Robby, he was a discouraged youth pastor working in a small, dysfunctional church.  He believed God could do miracles (in theory), but the truth was that he was thoroughly turned off by the hype, manipulation and abuse surrounding many ministries.  He was stuck, resigned to a faith which mainly involved trudging from day to day without expecting too much.

* * * * * * *

The day that God chose to interrupt me, I wasn't thinking of anyone but myself.  I had been hired as a youth pastor, but my vision of ministry had pretty much been brought to its knees by the reality of answering phones and doing the menial tasks that consumed my days.  That particular day, I was in a terrible mood.  I felt deeply unappreciated by my senior pastor and his family.  I felt far from God and from all of the things He had called me to.  I was angry and hurt.  This was not in any way my shining moment as a Christ follower.
 
The phone rang, and I answered it halfheartedly.  Probably another sales call, I thought, or maybe a message for me to deliver.
 
The woman on the phone introduced herself hesitatingly.  "Look, I don't really know what to ask," she began.  "I don't go to church.  As a matter of fact, I'm not even a Christian," she offered apologetically.  "I just picked a church from the phone book because my father's going in for heart surgery right now.  He's in bad shape, and the doctors say they really don't think he's going to make it.  We had to press them to go ahead with the surgery."
 
She sounded fragile and worn as she explained this was her father's third bypass surgery, and it most likely meant the end of his life.  She didn't know where else to turn, but it had crossed her mind to call a church.  She hoped someone would burn a candle, rub some beads for her father, sing a hymn or say a prayer for him in his final stages.
 
As she tried to rationalize to herself and to me why she had reached out to us, I could tell she was a little embarrassed.  Maybe she even regretted that she had bothered to call at all.  What could I do?  I offered to pray for the surgery with her, though I didn't really want to.  It sounded as though her father definitely wasn't going to make it.
 
"Well..." I paused reluctantly, "I could pray for him..."
 
* * * * *
 
The prayer which followed began with little hope or expectation of this man's recovery.  Yet as he prayed,  he felt God speak to him: "Get out on a limb."  Then, "Take a risk."  With no real idea of what he was about to say, he found himself saying that God was going to heal the woman's father and give him a new heart!  He was horrified and tried to pull back what he had said...
 
* * * * *
 
"What you need to know is that I've never prayed for anyone and seen them healed before.  You should know that most of the time when I pray for people, they get sicker, and some have even died.  I know that God can do things like what I just prayed, but He's never used me to do them.  What I just said probably won't happen."
 
I was panic-stricken.  What if this woman got her hopes up and wound up terribly disappointed?  It would all be my fault.

She interrupted me.  "You said God is going to give my dad a brand-new heart?"

I gulped out, "Yes, but -"
 
She cut me off with a brief "Thank you!" and hung up the phone.
 
When the woman called again crying hours later, my heart sank...  "Your dad," I said, "he's ...dead?"
 
She said, "No - he's doing great!"
 
Nobody was more surprised to hear that than me.
 
"Yes, that's right..." She pressed out the story through her tears.  "When the doctors opened him up, they said my father had a brand-new heart!"  She explained how several years ago her father had had a valve replacement.  The doctors had implanted a heart valve from a pig to save his life.  All of that was gone.  All the scar tissue from the previous surgery was gone.  The doctor said it was like the heart of a thirty-year-old man.
 
I was absolutely stunned.

Do What Jesus Did will be available at all Soul Survivor and New Wine venues, through bookshops, and on line.
It is also available as an ebook.

ISBN: 9780800795573
Paperback
£8.99




"Robby does a marvellous job of letting the reader know that if he can walk in a miracle lifestyle, anyone can.  He acknowledges the reality of the dead not always getting raised, the bills sometimes barely getting paid and healing not always manifesting as we think it should.  It is honest and without hype.

Then there is the fact that miracles sometimes happen in spite of faithless prayers.  It was this experience that sent Robby on a dive into a Gospel that does what it says it will do."
Bill Johnson, Bethel Church, Redding - from the foreword.


"I loved the inspiring stories, as well as the practical insight into how to hear from God and relay what He is showing you to others.  A very interesting, inspiring and encouraging book."
Randy Clark, founder and president of The Apostolic Network of Global Awakening


09 July 2013

Jim Wallis to visit the UK from 23 August to 4 September

Lion Hudson is delighted to announce that Jim Wallis will be visiting the UK from 23 August to 4 September to launch his new book, ‘On God’s Side’. After appearing as a main speaker at Greenbelt 2013 in Cheltenham, Jim’s tour itinerary will include a large number of events in London, Manchester and Edinburgh, as well as many high-level meetings and interviews.

Jim Wallis has met with Gordon Brown, George Bush, Tony Blair, Rowan Williams, Bono and other high-profile figures on many occasions to discuss global issues. A man who is not afraid to stand up for what he believes in, he has been arrested around 20 times for 'non-violent civil disobedience'. The president and CEO of Sojourners (an American network of Christians working for justice and peace), Jim is a public theologian, social activist and an international commentator on ethics and public life. He has been interviewed on Newsnight, Today, The Daily Politics, HardTalk, The Simon Mayo Show, Radio 4’s Sunday and BBC World Service’s Newshour, among other programmes, and featured in the national press. In the States, he has written for major newspapers including The New York Times, Washington Post and Los Angeles Times, and appears frequently on CNN, MSNBC, Fox News and NPR. He teaches at Georgetown University and has taught at Harvard. He lives in Washington with his wife, Joy Carroll (the real-life inspiration behind The Vicar of Dibley), and their two young sons.

Jim’s new book, ‘On God’s Side’, is subtitled ‘What Religion Forgets and Politics Hasn’t Learned About Serving the Common Good’. In the preface to this timely and provocative book, Jim writes that:

‘The prerequisite for solving the deepest problems the world now faces is a commitment to a very ancient idea whose time has urgently come: the common good. How do we work together, even with people we don’t agree with? How do we treat each other, especially the poorest and most vulnerable? How do we take care of not just ourselves but also one another? Only by inspiring a spiritual and practical commitment to the common good can we help make our personal and public lives better.’                           

On God’s Side shows us how to reclaim the ancient and compelling vision of the common good. This is a vision that should influence and inspire not only our politics but also our personal lives, families, churches and neighbourhoods, and our vocational and financial choices. It is these individual and communal choices, writes Wallis, which will ultimately create the cultural shifts and social movements that really change politics in the long run.


Up to date information about events on Jim Wallis’ UK tour will be posted to the Lion Hudson website as they are confirmed.

For more information about Jim Wallis or to discuss author events, interviews and articles linked to the book, or to request a review copy of ‘On God’s Side’, Lion Hudson PR on marketing@lionhudson.com.

Praise for Jim Wallis and his writing:
‘Jim Wallis is compelling, provocative and inspirational, with the kind of faith that can move mountains and can certainly move people and communities.’
Archbishop Desmond Tutu

‘Wallis is a wrestler of values, ideas, and policies and how they interact to shape the world we live in. His deep, melodious voice is easy to listen to, but what he says takes a harder commitment to live by.’
Bono, lead singer of U2; cofounder of ONE.org

‘Two great issues of our time are addressed by Jim Wallis and his thought-provoking answers make powerful reading for anyone interested in social change; Jim Wallis challenges us to create a society which both addresses injustice and stresses personal responsibility and his call for a global covenant through which rich countries meet their obligations to the poor will have a resonance across the world.’
Gordon Brown, in his endorsement of God’s Politics by Jim Wallis

‘Jim Wallis and I have a variety of differences on domestic and international policy, but there is no message more timely or urgent than his call to actively consider the common good.’
Michael Gerson, The Washington Post

Chapter Headings for ‘On God’s Side’:

Part 1: Inspiring the Common Good
 1.A Gospel for the Common Good
 2.The Lion, the Word, and the Way
 3.Who Jesus Is and Why It Matters
 4.Lord, Help Us to Treat You Well
 5.The Good Samaritan Goes Global
 6.The Beloved Community Welcomes All Tribes
 7.Surprising Our Enemies

Part 2: Practices for the Common Good
 8.Conservatives, Liberals, and a Call to Civility
 9.Redeeming Democracy
 10.Economic Trust
 11.A Servant Government
 12.Making Things Right
 13.Healthy Households
 14.The World Is Our Parish

On God’s Side – Jim Wallis
Current affairs, paperback (216mm x 138mm), 320pp, 978-0-7459-5612-1, £9.99

02 July 2013

Alive and Active

Today's post is taken from the entry for 2 July from Darlene Zschech's devotional Revealing Jesus.

For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.
Hebrews 4:12, NIV

God is not distant and aloof.  He doesn't give us the cold shoulder but speaks to us - through His Word and Spirit.  We don't have to guess what is on God's mind or beg Him to tell us what His will is for us.  His thoughts are recorded in the Bible, which is alive and active today.  The Bible was written in antiquity, but it is no dusty tome that is irrelevant to what is happening today.

As much as I pray that God's Word will be a huge part of your life, I must also warn you.  Beware when you open your Bible.  Like a mighty warrior's sword, it is razor sharp and cuts from both sides.  Any of us who have read God's Word know firsthand what a source of joy and comfort it is.  But we likewise know it cuts to the core.  It cuts through excuses and attitudes of pride.  God's Word always goes to the heart of the matter.  God loves us enough to correct us and bring us back on course when we have gotten off His path for our lives

Yes, it's true, God's Word can hurt.  Never wield it carelessly.  Read it in awe, knowing that God is penetrating your spirit and soul with wisdom, comfort, healing, correction - and all the truth you need in life.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _

Your word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path.  Thank you, heavenly Father, that you speak words of life into my soul and spirit through the pages of my Bible.


Revealing Jesus.
9780764211546
£9.99
You can order the book via your local Christian bookshop, or any other bricks and mortar or online bookshop.
For digital readers, this is also available in ebook format.

26 June 2013

And the Winners Are....

Three novels from Bethany House!  Once again, Bethany books have come up trumps at the Christy Awards, winning the Historical Romance, Suspense and Contemporary Romance categories.
 
The Christy Awards were first awarded in 2000, and honour excellence in Christian fiction in several categories.  You can find out more about them here.

Against the Tide, winner in the Historical Romance category, tells the story of Lydia, a young lady living in Boston, and working as a translator for the US Navy.  Lydia's language skills bring her to Alexander Banebridge, a mysterious man working to end the opium trade.  When his enemies gain ground, Alexander is forced to turn to Lydia for help...

The Suspense Category Winner, Rare Earth, features Marc Royce, who we first met in Lion of Babylon. In this story, Marc is sent to audit a relief organisation working in Kenyan refugee camps. However, his true mission is to focus on the area's reserves of minerals essential to high tech industry.  These elements, known as 'rare earths' have inflamed tensions worldwide, and stoked tribal rivalries.  Can Marc do anything to help restore justice?

Finally, in The Breath of Dawn, winner of the Contemporary Romance Award, two people with traumatic pasts must confront them in order to build a future - if they survive!

As well as these three prize-winners the author Lynn Austin, who has written a number of successful novels for Bethany House and who is an eight-times Christy Award winner, was inducted into the Christy Awards Hall of Fame.  Karen Hancock, who is also a Bethany author and the winner of four Christy Awards, was also inducted into the Hall of Fame.

Well done to all the authors, and well done to Bethany House's staff, who clearly know a good book when they see it!

You can order any or all of these books in the UK via your local Christian bookshop, or any other bricks and mortar or online bookshop.
All three are also available as ebooks.

03 June 2013

Spring Snippets From Page 99!

Last year, Quench posted a couple of blog posts promoting new and forthcoming titles by using extracts from page 99 of each book.  I've seen this kind of idea in shops before.  Chicken House have done it/are doing it very effectively on at least some of their books by saying 'read page....' on the back.  I have bought at least one of their books as a result.  So I thought I'd take a look at some of our May and June titles, and give you some tasters from page 99 of each.  (Thank you, Quench Bookshop, Reading, for the idea!)

(Details of each book including extracts can be found at the foot of the post.)


Just before the doors started to close, they made it onto the elevator we'd just exited.  I made eye contact with the man in the front of the elevator, and there was a sense of recognition.  We both looked away before the doors slid shut.
    Time had stopped for us, but the clock had just started for these men who were on a lifesaving mission.  I looked at the aide who was with us, and I could see the horror on his face.  I knew immediately who they were, and it was a sight we were never supposed to see.
    The transplant team had come to collect Taylor's organs.


A long stretch upward brought us to a mountaintop several hours later.  From there we could see our destination thirty miles away, a city lying in a long valley ringed with mountains.  I-15 runs through Cedar City, and in the distance I could see the bridge I would cross over the interstate.
    Little yellow sunflowers along the roadside brightened the journey.  These little buttons of golden joy were also useful in determining wind direction, bending before the winds sweeping through the mountains.  Along the last five miles to Cedar City, the pretty flowers bowed low in my direction as a strong headwind tried to blow me back to Nevada.


"I guess you'd probably like the wood chopped a little bit bigger than that."  He forced a grin and nudged with his food one of the chips he'd managed to take off.
  She nodded.  "Yes.  A bit bigger would be helpful."
  Only then did he chance a glance at her.  She seemed to be fighting back a smile.
  "Go ahead.  Laugh." His grin widened.  "I deserve it.  I can admit - I'm a complete imbecile."
  Her smile broke free.  And even though she didn't laugh, he could see the hint of laughter dancing in her eyes.
  He had the feeling she wasn't used to smiling, much less laughing.
  "I suppose after my performance today, you'd like to hand me back over to the duke?"
"Maybe I will." As soon as her return jest was out, she ducked her head, almost as if she feared his response.
  Couldn't she see how much he enjoyed bantering with her?  "If you must return me to the duke," he persisted, "then at least persuade him not to put me back in the dungeon."
  Her gaze jerked up, and her smile faded.  "You were in a dungeon?"
  "Yes.  And only hours away from losing my head."


"I can't tell you everything," Mom answered, "You have to feel your way along on this a little bit at a time.  But I can tell you this.  The Fallen One is the ancient adversary, the serpent who seduced Adam and Eve in the Garden.  The morning star cast out of heaven.  He goes by many names - some call him Satan, others call him the devil, still others call him Beelzebub or Lucifer or the Prince of Darkness. But whatever you call him, he is the tempter and the accuser of humanity.  Like a shooting star he was flung from heaven, and since that day the angels refuse to even whisper his name.  Any evil comes from him.  He's behind it all, even the accident.
   "Look at me," she continued, putting my face in her hands and turning my head towards hers.  "That's on him, not you, do you hear me?  Somewhere you got the idea that it was  your fault.  It wasn't.  Sometimes bad things happen.  You need to believe that, Sky."
  It was a moment between a mother and a son that needed to take place.  Lord knows, I wanted to believe her, I needed to believe her, but somehow I just couldn't.  Things you've held onto for so long are hard to let go of, even if they're wrong.


As with most things, worry can have both a positive and a negative side to it.  When, for example, our concerns focus on circumstances within our control and prompt us to take action to prevent something bad happening, worry can lead to productivity.  Most of the time, though, we waste our energy worrying about things that are entirely out of our control or even our influence.
    Just as with anger, anxiety can trigger our fight-or-flight response.  Chronic worry damages our body.  Studies have linked it with suppression of the immune system, digestive disorders, muscle tension, short-term memory loss, premature coronary artery disease, and heart attacks.
    And consider this: 85 percent of the things we worry about never happen.  In addition, worrying about what might be supplants our trust in God.  In essence, it moves us further from, instead of closer to, Jesus.


Taylor's Gift, PB, £8.99

Biking Across America, PB, £8.99

A Noble Groom, PB, £8.99

The Gate, PB, £8.99

Tempted, Tested, True, PB, £8.99

All titles also available in digital editions.

30 May 2013

The Father You've Always Wanted

Father's day is just a few weeks away, so I have chosen a book on Fatherhood to feature in this post.

"How many of you did not have a father who knew how
to love and bless you?"

Ed McGlasson asked this question one evening when he was speaking, and the response was a sea of raised hands across the room.  It's an interesting question.  It is not "How many of you did not have a father who loved you..."  Though that may be true, sadly, for many.  This question allows that the fathers of the audience on that day DID love their children, but they did not know how to demonstrate it.  I wonder how many of those listening people understood the experience of an 83 year old Jewish man who told Ed, "All I ever wanted from my dad was for him to tell me one time that he loved me and that he was proud of me." 

Ed McGlasson's expertise in writing for dads comes from real, sometimes painful experience.  A father of five, he found that he was struggling to be the loving parent to them which he wanted to be.  He found it hard not to push his kids away from him when he was disappointed with them, and over-reacted when he was angry.  Busy trying to prove himself to those around him, he was pushing his kids to perform, because that's how his stepfather had parented him. But it wasn't the parent he wanted to be. 

He didn't want to be a 'better dad', he wanted his children to know without question that he loved them and was proud of them.  Despite good intentions and much effort he knew he was failing, and came to realise he needed something more.  Much more.  What he sought was an encounter with God which would turn his heart towards his children, as Mal 4:6 describes when it says God will "turn the hearts of fathers to their children and children to their fathers."  Ed wanted to know the hopes, dreams, passions and despairs of his children. 

He uses an example in the book when his son Lukas asks him whether he will still love him if he doesn't play football the next year.  Ed tells him that he will love him no matter what he chooses, and asks him what he wants to do instead.  Lukas, beaming, tells him that he has tried out for the tennis team, and made it in!  Ed writes:

"My son Lukas is like so many men and women I have met who feel trapped trying to live up to what they think their fathers want.  The fact I didn't know Lukas was interested in tennis taught me something: I wasn't close enough to his heart to know what his dream was.  But that's exactly what our job is as fathers.  We are called to listen to the heartbeat of our children's dreams, no matter how soft the sound, and call them forward in love toward wide and wonderful horizons."

This is a brave book.  Ed is very open in his own failings and frustrations as a parent, and as a believer.  His father died before he was born, and his stepfather parented harshly, with constant expectation and little affirmation.  Ed refers to this as broken parenting.  So when he became a parent himself, his frame of reference was also broken.  This issue of 'father wounds', caused by the failings of our earthly fathers is a major focus in this book and is tackled head on throughout. 

There are lots of examples and practical ideas in this book, and it is very compelling reading - even for a female who is not a parent!  I can recommend it to anyone who wants to understand God the father's true character better - rather than the God the Father we see through our father-hurt eyes - as well as to both fathers AND mothers desperate to parent their children with purpose, value and loving connection.

Full book information
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For digital readers, this is also available in ebook format.



01 May 2013

"The Thing is, Everybody DOES Hurt..."

I've always hated the song “Everybody Hurts” by R.E.M. As a band, they always struck me as overly whiny and weaselly. R.E.M. was the guy in the perfect thrift-store ironic T-shirt, trying to find himself. Or the girl at the bookstore who was trying too hard to look casual. I’m from the middle of a cornfield (Hartford City, Indiana), and singing about how “everybody hurts” just seems soft, self-indulgent, and pointless.

But the thing is, everybody does hurt. Life (thirty-six years and counting) has shown me this. I’ve felt pain caused by others and, what’s worse, my own sin has caused mental, physical, and emotional pain in others. Everybody hurts, and sometimes because of me. And in the church we sometimes expect people to just shrug and say, “Well, it’s all part of God’s plan,” which isn’t necessarily untrue, but it’s a response that strikes me as a little inhuman and, if Scripture is to be believed, unspiritual. Job rent his garments and screamed, and the Bible said he was without sin in that particular situation. Jesus sweat blood in the garden. He didn’t just skip to the cross saying, “Hey, I know how this is going to work out, so it’s all good.” Pain is real, and it’s not necessarily unspiritual to acknowledge it. This book, in part, is an acknowledgment of pain and a reflection on what to do with it. My chapters are narrative in nature. By the ripe old(ish) age of thirty-six, one of the things I’ve learned about myself is that this, for better or worse, is how I write. This is a book about finding God in the dark. My chapters, in particular, will tell the stories of my “dark”—losing an adoption; experiencing professional failure; and then ultimately, by a movement of the Holy Spirit, confronting my own dark, sinful heart. Now, looking back, I am filled with thankfulness for these events because they are the events that God ordained for me to bring me into closer, deeper communion with Him. But in the midst of them, there was great pain.

Still, a temptation in reading a book like this, and narratives like these, would be to say, “Yeah, but Kluck hasn’t gone through ________. He hasn’t gone through what I’m going through.” I know this will be a temptation because I’ve said similar things myself about stories that belonged to other people. “Yeah, but . . .” I fully and openly acknowledge that there are many people who have gone through things that are much harder than the things I describe on these pages. But what’s worth acknowledging, I think, is that these are the circumstances that God put me through in a particular time, and a particular place, for a particular purpose (my good and His glory). I’ve tried to re-create them as accurately as possible, even though the process was, at times, more than a little painful. If you’re in Christ, you can trust that God is doing, and will do, the same for you in your circumstances. I’ve also tried to include Scripture that’s practical and relatable—the kinds of Scriptures you can pray through when you can’t seem to find the words or energy to pray on your own.

One of the things I’ve always struggled with in life is listening to spiritual input from anyone whom I hadn’t perceived as having gone through “deep waters.” My hope and prayer for this book is that by reading about my deep waters, you can love and trust God more through yours.

Humbly, in Christ,
Ted Kluck

The above is Ted's introduction to Finding God in the Dark.
Full book information and a sample chapter is available via the above link.
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For digital readers, this is also available in ebook format.

23 April 2013

Seeing the Course Ahead. Taken from 'A Force of Will' by Mike Stavlund

There is hope-even when there is no happy ending


When Mike Stavlund’s four-month-old son suddenly died, a flood of cards, flowers, meals, phone calls, and gifts let his family know that they were loved and cared for. Less welcome were the books, in particular the religious books. Often impossibly upbeat, saccharine sweet, and with all kinds of confident promises, they were too painful to read and too offensive to bear.

Instead Mike wrote this book, one week at a time during that first terrible year. A Force of Will explores the stark reality of loss, the alienation from all of life, the feeling of suffocation at the hands of the well-meaning people gathered around, and the sense of being abandoned by God.

The book is available from your favourite Christian retailer, visit the Christian Bookshop Directory to find your local shop. You can also order online here, and the ebook is available from your ebook retailer.


Palliative Faith

The intricate surgery that my son experienced at three days of life was called palliative—a repair designed to work well enough, and for long enough, to get the patient to the next point in his or her treatment. Palliative repairs are those that come in a series—one repair builds on the one before it and aims to enable the surgery that will follow. Which seems unsatisfying. One might wonder why the surgeons can’t just get everything right the first time—until, that is, one recalls the rate of growth in a newborn. Simple things like stitches and scars would heal and grow with the body’s structures, of course, but the more necessary artificial implements would not be so simple. If the surgeons attached a Gore-Tex shunt to Will’s walnut-sized heart, for example, they would install an intentionally oversized piece that wouldn’t actually work well until he grew to a size proportional to the repair. Then, for a matter of days or weeks, the repair would work at optimal efficiency, in fact encouraging the very growth that would make it less effective later on, until it was finally so inefficient that it would need to be replaced.

Though many might disagree, I think our faith is palliative, too. Faith needs to work well enough to get us further along, and we are allowed to make adjustments as we go along the journey of life. 
The faith that worked for me when I was seven, nestled into an upholstered easy chair with an illustrated Living Bible on a Sunday afternoon, was palliative. I sat there, reflecting on what I’d heard in Sunday school that day, and decided I should ask Jesus to come into my heart so that I wouldn’t have to be afraid of death. It was a beautiful moment, and one that I treasure. But I’m glad my faith has changed since then.

There was the faith that carried me through my teenage years—a deterministic understanding that if something happened, God must have willed it. I struggled during those years to understand how the world worked, entertaining long internal debates about whether I should pray for success on my many fishing trips, or whether it was fair for me to thank God for my avoidance of an auto accident when that seemed unkind to the person who was actually in the wrecked car. Looking back, I think I was developing a faith that God embraced, and accepted at face value, even as I struggled toward greater engagement with God and life and the realities all around me, and as I began to develop a view of the world that didn’t put me at the very center. This faith was palliative, preparing me for the growth to come.
There was a faith that sustained me in college as I took nightly walks during cold Chicago winters to beg God for a girlfriend who would become a wife. Staring up at the stars, I offered my confident assertions that I would be a great husband, arguing that reason and justice required I be given a wife. This faith was shaped when the answers to my prayers came and I found myself as a new husband to a beautiful and wonder- ful wife, yet with a fresh and painful awareness of my own brokenness and inability to love her as I had imagined I would.

This growing faith was tweaked and challenged through several years as a pastor, tested as we joined with some friends to start a church on which we eventually performed a kind of organizational euthanasia and were left feeling orphaned and alone, bereft of community. This faith was stretched during a ten-year journey through infertility, moving uncertainly up the ladder of increasingly invasive treatments, until we felt the mixture of absolute joy and panic that comes with the news that you’re pregnant . . . with twins!

It was faith that pulled us through the harrowing experience of trying to thwart a miscarriage, of sitting in the worrisome place of a six-month stretch of bed rest. It was faith that sat with us in the silence of those initial ultrasounds when the room was just very, very quiet and the doctors and technicians were visibly nervous, shuttling into and out of the room with forced smiles. It was faith that gave us hope as we plunged headlong into the world of intensive care and surgery and life support and constant monitoring. And today, it is faith that tries to make sense of a life that is all at once painfully absent the life of a precious firstborn son, but also full of the life of his engaging and completely healthy twin sister.

Our faith ought not to be a faith that chooses belief over practice, and it shouldn’t be selfish or self-interested; it ought to be a faith that works for us, yes, but one that benefits those around us even more than ourselves, and that leads us to the ultimate end to which we’re called—a greater capacity to love. If it looks inward, it ought to do so such that it can give outward in ever increasing measure.

Coffee Maker

A couple of days before the funeral, I was sitting at the kitchen table, keyboard clattering away as I tried to write myself to clarity about some imponderable idea, tried to come to some acceptance of some unavoidable reality, tried to anesthetize myself against some overwhelming pain.
My dear father-in-law walked in with a smile on his face and a package under his arm. He and my mother-in-law had just returned from Target, she with some adorable clothes for her granddaughter, and he with a state-of-the-art coffee maker, which he promptly displayed to me. I was startled by this act of generosity, and grateful as always for a new toy. And yet I was shocked as I heard my mouth form these words: “Thanks, Dad. That’s perfect. And when you go back home after the funeral, you can just take it with you.”

Owing to his generous spirit, he wasn’t offended by my apparent ungratefulness, but hesitated for just a second before he went on with his day. Still, the next day I forced myself to apologize for my rudeness, though I was at a loss to explain it. “I have no idea why I said that! I’m so sorry. We’ll be happy to use the coffee maker, every day.”

But the truth is, it’s still sitting in the back of a closet.

I think what I was longing for on that confusing morn- ing was to turn back the clock. I was looking for a small, containable, familiar life. I wanted to go back to using our undersized, weathered stainless-steel French press and its familiar routine of heating water, grinding beans, combining the two, stirring the slurry, filling the rest of the pot, putting the lid on, waiting three minutes, and pouring exactly two full cups of coffee—one for me, and one for my wife.

What I didn’t want—what I couldn’t handle—was a life that was any larger than that. I didn’t want any family to be around us. I didn’t want houseguests. I didn’t want to extend myself in any gesture of hospitality. I wanted to go back to my smaller life of four people—two adults, two tiny children. That smaller life that had been contained by these four walls and its withering 24-hour schedule. If that life had been full to the brim of feedings and medications and baths and tests and interventions and surgeries and home visits and terrifying uncertainty, at least it was familiar and approachable and pos- sible. At least it offered some hope at the end of the day. But this new life I was kicking back against was utterly unfamiliar, dark, and seemingly without hope. It was a life, but it was a life without Will. That old life was a mirage, if it ever really existed. It was gone from my grasp, impossible to reclaim.

I just wanted my old cup of coffee.


15 April 2013

Taylor's Gift. Life After Loss.

March 14, 2010 started quite literally ‘on a high’ for the Storch family.  Parents Todd and Tara with Taylor (13), Ryan (11) and Peyton (9) were enjoying a family skiing trip in Colorado.  No-one would ever have expected the day to end with Taylor being flown to hospital by air ambulance.

It was the very first day of the holiday and Todd, Taylor and Ryan set off on their run down the mountain while Tara and Peyton waited in the village below.  At first, all went well, but then Taylor got into trouble.  She shot towards the trees bordering the run, hit one head on, and then bounced into another.  Despite wearing all the right protective gear, she was unconscious when Todd and Ryan reached her.  Ryan rushed to call the ski patrol while Todd stayed with his daughter.  And all in a moment, the joy and brightness fled out of the day.

At 12.15pm the following day doctors told her grieving parents that Taylor had died, and asked a question which would change countless lives: ‘would you be willing to donate Taylor’s organs?’

Donate Taylor’s organs? Who thinks about such things? It doesn’t even cross parents’ minds that their child might die in a skiing accident – let alone whether or not they should donate their child’s organs.  But now, in Taylor’s hospital room, the unwanted question stood at attention before them.  Todd and Tara didn’t say anything out loud, but they both knew what the other was thinking.
What would Taylor do?

* * * * *

Taylor was outgoing, vivacious, and caring.  She described her teenaged self in a poem written for a school project just a week prior to her accident:

I Am

I am outgoing and friendly.
I wonder how long is forever.
I hear support from my family whenever I need it.
I see myself helping people in every way I can.
I want to be on the Ellen DeGeneres show.

I am outgoing and friendly.
I pretend I can do anything I want to.
I feel touched by the generosity of my sister.
I touch people’s lives.
I worry about failing.
I cry at the thought of losing a member of my family.

I am outgoing and friendly.
I understand how to make people feel happy.
I say with pride that I am a Christian.
I dream about becoming a teacher.
I try to make every day like my last.
I hope to become successful in life.
I am outgoing and friendly.


'Would you be willing to donate Taylor's organs?'
 
Taylor had a kind heart and loved to help others.  Her parents knew without a doubt that she would want this.  Much later, they would say it was her life, not her death which led to the decision.  So they agreed to the organ donation, then held each other and wept.  Knowing that her organs would help others was the only thing which allowed them to make any sense of their loss.

In fact, Taylor’s gifts helped 5 people.

Her heart saved the life of a young mother. 
Her kidneys and pancreas transformed the life of two men who had been on dialysis for eight and two years respectively.
Her cornea helped a young woman see better and eradicated her severe headaches and eye pain.
Her liver went to an unnamed recipient.

* * * * *

Grief is not linear. Each person grieves differently, and so it was and is for the Storch family, including of course Ryan and Peyton. Tara’s grief was paralysing and physical.  Todd needed things to do.  He quickly found that very few people are registered as organ donors.  He and Tara established the Taylor’s Gift Foundation to promote organ donor awareness.  Although based in the USA, the Foundation links to organ donation sites and movements around the world, including the National Donor Database, Live Life then Give Life, the Donor Family Network and Transplant Sport (all UK based).  As a direct result of its work, many people have signed up to donor registers worldwide.

Taylor’s story is one which can touch us all.  She was a much loved daughter, part of an  'ordinary' family living an ‘ordinary' life, going along from day to day as we mostly do, until a chain of events altered their family structure forever.  Although the Storch family lives in the USA, the grief of losing a family member is universal.
 
The Storch Family
 
Taylor's parents plumbed the depths of grief which any parent losing a child faces, and they acknowledge that it could have torn their marriage and family apart. 

A wise couple who had themselves experienced loss counselled them to allow each other to grieve in their own way and emphasised the importance of not doing anything that would drive a wedge into their relationship.  Todd learned to accept Tara’s need to sleep away the days, and Tara learned to let Todd work, or meet up with friends.  They didn’t have to like it, but they had to respect it.  Todd calls it the best advice they’d ever been given, and says it saved their marriage.

In just three years since that bright spring day in Colorado Taylor’s story is known internationally, and her legacy is significant.  She left the world a better place, not only for her organ recipients, and their friends and families, but also those who have received organs because donors signed up after  hearing her story.

In Todd’s words, ‘We were given the privilege of organ donation.  It wasn’t just a decision, it was a privilege.’

By registering to be an organ donor you have the privilege of one day saving someone’s life.  It costs you nothing, and it’s the greatest gift you could ever give. 
If you’re in the UK, please sign up HERE.

For more information on the Taylor’s Gift Foundation site.

Taylor’s Gift (International Paperback edition) is out in the UK in May.
For book information, sample chapter and video, click here.
You can pre-order the book via your local Christian bookshop, or any other bricks and mortar or online bookshop.

 

09 April 2013

Why Biblical Fiction?

Mesu Andrews' latest Biblical fiction title, Love in a Broken Vessel, is the third book she has written set in Bible times. 

Love Amid the Ashes, her first, is based on the story of Job, not necessarily the first subject who might spring to mind for a novel.  Her second, Love's Sacred Song, followed a year later and tells the story of the young King Solomon, and Arielah, a young girl promised to him as a 'treaty bride'.

Love in a Broken Vessel revisits a several-times-retold story: That of Hosea and Gomer.  When marrying Hosea becomes her only means of escape from a life of abuse, Gomer does what she’s good at - she survives. Can Hosea’s love for God and God’s love for Israel restore Gomer’s broken spirit?
Here is a sample chapter.

Mesu likes writing books based on Old Testament stories and characters, and says they're the result of her own struggles to understand biblical figures.  She looks for stories which she has found difficult or confusing, and works through them until she becomes 'settled in my own spirit with what I believe those stories say'.  She researches the historical backgrounds and Biblical records carefully to create stories which are believable, and yet which remain true to the Bible narrative.  Mesu herself says that her stories are "history, yes, and spiritual insight, yes, but it's all because I think it is necessary for a Christian to understand the Old Testament for them to understand the New Testament."

Her readers clearly appreciate this focus and level of attention to detail:

"Set at the time when Solomon ascended to the throne, I found this book extremely interesting. From a religious point of view, it definitely made me want to explore Ecclesiastes a bit more. ...I loved the personal tale that was told of at least one wife offered to him, by a desperate father who was actually bartering for the freedom of his beloved daughter. ...I enjoyed the sense of place that the author brought to this novel."
Alice Collins, A GoodBookStall review (UK) - for the full review see here. On Love's Sacred Song.
 
"Mesu, thank you for your books! As manager of a Christian book store here in the UK, it's taken quite some time for the local people to take to American Christian fiction, and your books break that hesitancy! Great plots (of course), characters, and deep spirituality, emotions, thoughts and creativity. I can always sell what I believe in, and these books DO sell, with customers coming for more. Personally though I just love your well-written, richly descriptive and attention-grabbing books. You give insight into what's a well-known and skimmed-over Bible story and bring them to real life. MORE, please, Mesu!”
 
“Andrews’s research shines through on every page as she delves deeply into the cultural, historical, and biblical records to create this fascinating and multilayered tale.”
CBA Retailers + Resources on Love Amid the Ashes
 
“Andrews weaves a beautiful tale and takes readers to an ancient Jerusalem rich with history and customs and a culture that struggles to follow the one true God. This novel is well researched and well told.”-RT Book Reviews, 4½ stars, on Love’s Sacred Song

Biblical fiction is a small category, but it is a strong one with enthusiastic readers.  Personally, when I read a novel about the time of the crucifixion, it resulted in my thinking completely differently about what it would probably have been like for Jesus' followers in the days between his death and his resurrection.  We often skim straight from one to the other, so I'd never really thought much about the bit in the middle.  That one book made a difference to how I read the Bible. 

Mesu's books do the same.

All three of Mesu's books are available in the UK through all Christian bookshops, and online, in both print and ebook form.

04 April 2013

The Dance by Dan Walsh and Gary Smalley


Combining the literary talents of bestselling author Dan Walsh and the relationship expertise of bestselling author Gary Smalley, The Dance is the first novel in The Restoration Series. Readers will get caught up in these flawed but sincere members of the Anderson family as they rediscover genuine love and start a transformation that ultimately affects all of them.

Below is an extract from Chapter One to wet your apetite! The book is available from your favourite Christian retailer, visit the
Christian Bookshop Directory to find your local shop. You can also order online here, and the ebook is available from your ebook retailer.




Marilyn Anderson drove her car into the charming downtown section of River Oaks, Florida, holding her cell  phone three inches out from her face. She hated talking on the phone with Jim when he was upset. She’d been dreading this day for months. And this call. Things like this should be said in person; she knew that. But she also knew that would never 
happen. She’d never muster up the nerve.

Sitting there at a stoplight, she looked at the phone. Jim was inside it. Him and his angry little voice. “Please, Marilyn,” Jim said. “I’m just getting back from a horrible lunch. Another tenant is cancelling their lease. You have no idea the pressure I’m under right now. Can’t this wait till later?”

Marilyn sighed. She wanted to yell back her reply but didn’t  dare. “No, it can’t wait,” she said.

“Well, it’s going to have to. We’ll talk about this when I get  home. Love you, bye.” He hung up.

Love you, bye? Did he really just say that? 

The light turned green. Marilyn gently applied pressure to the gas pedal. I have to do this. There’s no other way. Tears flowed down her face, but she refused to turn the car around. To silence the guilt that had been hammering her all day, she blurted out, “God, I know you understand me. Even if no one  else does, I know you do.”

Jim Anderson’s workday ended like so many others, right at 5:00 p.m. His daily routine had unfolded according to his precise intentions. He locked the doors of his office suite for the day and 
tried to suppress dark thoughts about his cash flow situation.

It had slowed to a trickle from where it was a few years ago.  His company—Anderson Development, Inc.—was located on the outskirts of the quaint downtown area of River Oaks, Florida, an idyllic planned community built along the St. Johns River, not far from Sanford. You wouldn’t find this admission in any real estate brochure, but River Oaks had clearly been modelled 
after similar planned communities like Celebration near Disney World or the lovely town of Seaside in the Florida panhandle.

A few years after moving to River Oaks in the mid-nineties, Jim had started his own commercial real estate company. Business had boomed, and for years the money poured in. Right up until the bottom fell out of the market. Several businesses that leased properties from Jim had gone belly-up, and now another one was about to bite the dust. It was all he could do now to  keep his nose above water.

For Jim, the name of the game was looking prosperous and successful while he scrambled to find new tenants to close the gaps. But no one wanted to get on board a sinking ship.

He drove his Audi A8 along River Oaks’s tree-lined streets. It was hard not to look the part living in a place like this. Marilyn had fallen in love with it from the start. Every home was an architectural masterpiece. Most were built in old Southern tradition or, like the Andersons’ house, with a decidedly Victorian flair. Large two-story homes with wraparound front porches, big windows, lots of ornamental trim. And, of course, every lot was professionally landscaped. Even the smallest homes were priced out of the reach of all but the upper middle class.

Jim arrived at Elderberry Lane, then turned down the onelane service road running behind his house. All the homes had freestanding garages in back. Who wanted to see garage doors or grimy trash cans at the end of driveways? From the front, the homes looked pristine, immaculate, the epitome of neighbourhood bliss.

After Jim clicked a button inside his car, the first of three garage doors lifted. Jim pulled his Audi into its spot and was instantly annoyed at the sight of his son Doug’s little red Mazda. Look at it. It’s filthy . . . still filthy. He’d been after his son to get that thing washed for a week. He grabbed his briefcase and suit jacket and shut the car door.

What had Marilyn fixed for dinner?

He walked through the utility room, surprised to find a laundry basket full of his clothes sitting on a counter beside the washer. Stopping to inspect, he lifted one of the shirts. By the wrinkles, he could tell it had been sitting there for hours. What was Marilyn thinking, leaving his clothes in the basket like that?

As he left the utility room and headed for the main house, he noticed his breakfast dishes still sitting on the glass table on the veranda by the pool. It was mid-July, but that morning had been unseasonably cool, so he’d asked Marilyn to set breakfast out there. He’d invited her to join him, of course, but she was busy doing . . . something.

Why were the dishes still there? She knew better.

He opened the glass patio door off the great room. “Marilyn?” he yelled. No answer. He noticed something else. Or, the absence of something. There were no dinner smells, no activity in the kitchen at all. As he walked inside, it was obvious dinner had not even been started. What the heck?

“Marilyn,” he yelled again, loud enough to be heard in the center rooms of the house. She must be in one of the bedrooms. He walked through the tiled hallways toward their master bedroom suite, the only bedroom downstairs. “Marilyn?”

Again, no answer.

The bed was made, sort of. The fancy pillows were on the floor, not stylishly arranged as they should be. He walked into the bathroom suite. She wasn’t there. He hurried out to the stairway, called her name again as he ascended. In all three upstairs bedrooms, there was no sign of her. No indication that anyone had even been up here today. That wasn’t unusual.

Of their three children, only Doug lived at home, and he stayed in the little apartment above the garage. Their daughter, Michele, lived in her dorm at college. And Tom, their oldest, was married with two children. He and Jean lived in Lake Mary, about twenty-five minutes away.
Jim came down the stairs, certain now something was wrong. 

Pulling out his phone, he checked to see if he had any messages. He did not. The only call from her was that quick chat right after lunch, when he couldn’t talk. But that was hours ago. He called Marilyn’s number, waited for her to pick up. It rang a few times, then he waited through her voice mail message. “Hey, where are you? I’m home, and you’re not here. Dinner’s not even started. What’s going on? Call me as soon as you hear this.”

Jim remembered the message center on a short wall beside the refrigerator. He looked; something was written on the yellow pad. He hurried over, but it was only a note from Doug.

Jason picked me up around 3. Eating dinner at his place. Be home by 9.

Jason, Jim thought. He couldn’t stand that kid. Jason was into hip-hop, wore big baggy pants he had to hold up with one hand, his boxer shorts always sticking out for the world to see. 
Jim reread Doug’s note. So, Doug left the house at three; that meant Marilyn hadn’t been home then or he’d have told her instead of writing the note. Where was she? Maybe something had happened with one of Tom’s kids, and she’d had to leave in a hurry. He quickly dialed Tom’s home phone number.

“Hello?”

“Hi, Jean. Is Marilyn there? She wasn’t home when I got here. Are you okay, are the kids okay?”

“Everyone here is fine.”

“Any chance Tom might know where she is?”

“I doubt it, he just called me. He’s stuck in traffic on I-4.”

“I can’t figure out where she is.”

“She’s probably fine. Maybe she just stepped out to get something she needed for dinner.”

“Dinner’s not even started.”

“Hmm. I don’t know what to say. I’ll ask Tom when he gets home. Call us when you find out so we don’t worry.”

“I will.”

He hung up and called Michele. By this time, she’d be done with her classes for the day. She was a senior doing a summer semester at Southeastern University, a small college in Lakeland. Of course, he didn’t get her. He never got Michele whenhe called, always her voice mail. “Hey, Michele, it’s Dad. I’m looking for Mom. Got home from work and there’s no sign of her here at the house. I’m getting worried something might’ve happened to her. It’s not like her to leave without telling me where she’s going. Give me a call as soon as you get this.”

After hanging up, he made another pass through the house, this time looking for any signs of foul play. As he cleared each room, his heart beat faster. Something must have happened. Had she been abducted? Had there been a home invasion? It seemed unlikely; crime was almost unheard of in River Oaks. Other than the house being a little messier than usual, there were no signs of a break-in. None of the high-ticket items appeared to be missing.

But where was she?

The garage. It just dawned on him, he hadn’t seen her car there when he’d pulled in. He ran out to the garage to confirm it.

Marilyn’s car was gone.

Had she been in an accident? He hurried back to the message board by the fridge, where they kept a list of important numbers. He was just about to call the local emergency room when his cell phone rang. It was Michele. “Thanks for calling,” he said. “I’m getting a little frantic here. Your mom is missing. I think something may have happened to—”

“Dad, calm down,” she said in a gentle tone. “I’m sorry I’m the one that has to tell you.”

Jim’s heart sank. He collapsed on a bar stool and braced himself for bad news. “Tell me what?”

“Mom isn’t missing, Dad. She’s left you.”